In the end she quotes the following prayer by A.W. Tozer:
"Father, I want to know Thee,
but my coward heart fears to give up its toys.
I cannot part with them without inward bleeding,
and I do not try to hide from Thee the terror of the parting.
I come trembling, but I do come.
Please root from me heart all those things which I have cherished so long
and which have become a very part of my living self,
so that Thou mayest enter and dwell there with-out a rival.
Then shall my heart have no need of the sun to shine it it, f
or Thyself wilt be in the light of it,
and there shall be no night there.
In Jesus' Name,